Well Ya'll I'm starting over...

I am a single mom again...I wasn't quite sure how I felt about this to be honest, I had a really hard time with this at first, but I have had such a HUGE support system. I have the most amazing friends and family a girl could ever even dream of. I have really taken this time to focus on myself for a change and be the person that I want to be and not someone somebody else wants me to be. I have taken a good long look in the mirror and seen so many changes I want to make. I am going back to school after 10 years which is huge!!!! I am so scared but so flippin excited I can't even stand it. I have been attending the temple a lot more often and fixing myself spiritually which has been incredible. I can feel the Lord's arms around me and guiding me through this time in my life. I honestly don't know that I could do it without his continued strength. My kids will be coming home in exactly 20 days. I am THRILLED and cannot wait to see them! I wanted to start this blog to help me process my emotions on my good days and bad and just keep my head up and do what I need to do to be the best mother, friend, daughter, sister, aunt you name it I want to be there for them all. So I will do my best to keep this up to date with whats going on in my crazy wonderful life of mine. I love you all!!!